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Saturday, February 14, 2009

V-DAY<3

Firstly, wish everybody

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HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY !! ♥

With less than 2 wks left marks the end of semester 2 yet again. which is the start of a new academic year again. Whichever way u look at it, there're def. the pros and cons. Time flies!

Did practically nothing over the past few days but finally pulled myself up today(Fri).
And I managed to clear all those clothes on my bed by ironing more than half of it.
Folded and kept the clothes too. ok, at least better than nothing done. (:

Went to sch for submission of MDIS busary application form.
Heaven bless my sis and I. hopefully we can get it successfully.

Den stayed back in sch for a while to revise Chemistry. Next tues will be the start of the final exam and thereafter everything will be very fast before my last paper on 27th.

Plus the fact that I'd have to rush over to S.H.E' s autograph session on the 21st right after my morning paper. Leaving mi with even less time for revision.:(

Oh yes!! after dinner accompanied sis to buy cheese fries. She suddenly have the urge of eating that. Bought 2 bottles of yogurt first. Den window-shopped the pasar-malam there. This time round its quite huge. From across the road and over at the field (note: 2 separate sides). Usual stuff u can find at a night market. Food. Clothes. CDs. Games. Nothing special caught our eye. after that headed to KFC. Li Ping's so in love with cheese that she bought 2 cheese fries, one after the other. Ate there. Found the cheese fries there not to be particularly great-tasting as its a little dry and there's not even the green vege (i forgot the name) sprinkled at the top. Very full. (^-^) and she treated mi to a 7-11's SLURPEE(green apple) after that. Its my V-Day gift. She added on after a while. haha so sweet of her to think of it this way. ;)

I'm gradually losing hope in scoring well for this semester. Things haven't been smooth ever since the very start of sem 2. And working part-time at the same time adds to the load. And because of that, I couldn't catch up with my sch work until now. I'm very well-prepared for the fact that my results will be very very bad now. For consecutively 4 days, I've not been attending sch. Lessons resume as usual. But I just don't feel like going anymore because there's no way I can understand and do well. I know where my standards are. There's a saying that goes like this: Its either u do it well or u don't do it at all. I'm very very behind. And I can't seem to find the encouragement from my classmates. They're all so selfish. What's a definition of a friend to them? I really wonder. I'm just wandering around like a lost soul even if I go to sch so I chose not to be there at all. What's the use of going to sch when ur brain is not working at all?

Perhaps I'm just afraid of facing the truth. I'd rather myself be escaping from reality all the time.
u call that irresponsibility? I dunno. I've really no idea how and where to start from helping myself...

I guess its time for mi to think thru carefully what I'm going to do in the future. Engineer? Definitely not for mi.

What I need now is a piece of my mind.
To decide what I'm going to be like in the near future.
Tell mi how to think that way. Anybody knows ?

'LiYing typed @ 12:35 AM♡.