But still, got to wake up early for the e-learning research and read-up.

I finally have the time to relax today and ytd night. So here comes the updates for my past few weeks.

13th Oct ~ 23rd Oct

Tried coping with tuition, work at VE as well as sch but in the end quit cos I could not see my future in there. :( It def. seemed more tired and difficult than what I've thought. Fell sick on 23rd Oct, all that have happened made me have the urge to quit. No more energy to move on, and simply no motivation to continue there. If these goes on, I can fall anytime. Prioritise is what I needed. Studies, definitely my top priority. Nonetheless, its all over now. Sch was fine, it started out well but slightly different. Can feel it and hopefully this sem would turn out to be a better compared to last sem with lesser slacking and more seriousness.

24th Oct

Started out as a brand new day in sch after quitting the work there. Catching up with sch work, friends and stuff def. still need some time. And yeah I finally met up with yijun and yufan they all. Caught up a little about our recent happenings but not much due to the insuffiency of time. Saw some of the T01's too at SIM and atrium. Looking forward to seeing them again! Upcoming one with yijun and yufan this coming week. :D

25th Oct

Tuition followed by finding of new job. Managed to get a telemarketer job in the Straits Times classified few days ago. :) Went round the whole of cwp level 1 to 3. From Pizza Hut, Ajisen, KFC, Chameloen, Sportswear and all the clothes shops I can find there. Asked and filled in all the required forms. Tried my best. And all I've got to do then was to w8 and find another job. Troubled. No choice, landed myself in debts.(new specs, $100 borrowed from classmates for books, textbks and all) Surprisingly, I received a call from KFC shortly after I reached home that day. Enquired the pay beforehand, $3.50 per hour. I originally thought of rejecting this job cos its just too little for me. But in the end thinking of how desperate I am for money again, I'm left with no choice but to accept. Need to go for a medical check-up and injection before I can get my pay. Which is troublesome. =.=

26th Oct ~ 27th Oct

Started work at KFC for 2 consecutive days. Since mon is a public hol, worked on that day too. Initially was ok but soon got tired of it. Doing the same thing over and over again. Fancy walking around the whole area, collecting plates and cleaning the tables- they call it the base where I'm working at. Free meal provided for every 4 hours worked.

28th Oct ~ 31st Oct

Tues and thurs went for the telemarketing job after sch. Much easier than KFC and VE one. All I've got to do was to call up the list of people given. And that's all! And the pay is twice of what I'm working on the other job now. Its just that the working hours are limited, 3 per day and u can only work up to 2 days per week. But whats more impt is that we can get our pay asap after the 2nd day! lucky me! So I was thinking whether I should really continue my job there at KFC. Perhaps finding another job with a higher pay would be better for me, so it won't be so tiring and my time is not wasted too. Wed is the last day I have for my tuition for this year as the pri sch kids have all finished their exams and their hols are here! So, it was. I guess I won't be able to teach them anymore. I know I haven't done my job as a tutor well enough plus the fact of looking at their expressions as though its the last lesson I'm there. :( Its alright. At least I still have the other jobs by the side which is rather more stable too. And its been an enjoyable time teaching the 3 of them too. :) Tuition can be stressing too. (when their results are out) They are really good to me. And that is gd enough already. :)

Fri went for the NP@45 event in sch starting at 7pm. All they've got in store for us was just dancing. DANCING and DANCING again to the music. Initially thought there'd be a change in the program so I tried to join in by being high too. But in the end, I got so bored that I finally left the place at 10.35pm.

when can I recover? :(

1st Nov ~ 2nd Nov

Work at KFC for 2 consecutive days again. From 12pm to 9pm. Felt dizzy working on sat and constantly feel the headache while walking to and fro. Went back early by 3 hours. I seriously need some rest. And so I went back and slept for a 16 hours. From 7pm to 11pm! Its been a long time since I slept for so long. I must have been really tired I think. Dreamt of a few unusual dreams, even of Desmond's idol, the botak haircutter(forgot the name) cutting the hair for me. It cost $1000 with just a few cuts. I gave him a voucher I have and $40, remembering the fact that I just got my pocket money for that week. Used up. And by right, I'm supposed to pay him some more money but I didn't cos I ran away and said smth else about going to pay him another day, Its a strange and funny dream. Even the place where he cut my hair at. Filled with earthworms and insects. But that's how dreams are supposed to be, right? :P

After the "hibernation", felt more energized and awakened but when I'm back to work again for the first few hours, the occasional headaches are still there. But after some chanting, drinking and talking to the people there(instead of merely working alone), I felt much better.

3rd Oct

IS E-Learning day. I FINALLY RECOVERED! yeah!! :DD

Found for a very long time HSM 3 movie and finally found it! Watched a bit but its too blurry and I couldn't catch what they're saying. I'm def. going to watch it in the big screen(clearer and BIGGER and BETTER!) this week! YES!!! Can't wait for it!! :D

And finally went to return my friend's tags and updated my blog today.

There's going to be a lot of things waiting for me to do this week! Movies, exercising, meeting up with friends, and finding a job in place of KFC, aside from school and work. I wonder how long I can juggle with school and work like this, but one thing I'm most certain is that I'll try my very best in whatever I'm doing now.

That is about all I have for now. Shall end off my post with some eye-catching pics I have in my comp. :) Oh yeah!!

And I just wanna say (on 30th Oct)

Its more than enough when I see you grow up from the very innocent girl 7 years ago to the mature, hot and sexy lady now. Your wisdom has shown it all, be it in your singing, dancing, writing(thru publication of books), hosting and every other thing! You're definitely a star worth shining in the entertainment world. And selina, will be a name remembered for many more years to come! Happy Birthday, Selina! WOOTS~ May all your wishes come true! ;)