Thursday, October 23, 2008
FM S.H.E!! HERE I COME! DO WHAT U WANT TO.
This blog's rotting, but finally I come back and preserve it for a while.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XeOnomY-t0This is so far the longest video I made and which I spent the longest time (1 day) on making other than Jolin's video. It was originally my goal to complete making it before the holidays come to an end but because of that stupid work again, I had no choice but to postpone many of my to-do-list-things. Initially with a video length of 11:03min, in the end after the long wait and sacrifice of my precious whole night's sleep, youtube rejected it cos the video length is too long. Damn! And after cutting out the last song, 酸甜, it was finally reduced to 10:27min and finally being accepted by youtube. Though till now, I still find the ending to be rather weird, I'm left with no choice.
Another thing, 《安静了》 MV is finally out after much anticipation!! AWESOME! Both Selina's acting and singing are just tremendously wonderful in there! Its also prominent that her acting has definitely improved a lot, ever since the last show, esp. the last part which touches mi the most! Her cooperation with Xiao Tian again this time is a good choice continuing the last time they are matched together before, not forgetting the kissing part. I simply LOVE this MV!! You shld quickly go catch it if you dun wish to miss the BEST JS MV! 5 days of hard work is worth it! WELL DONE SELINA! Keep up the good work! Sexy, pretty and lovely lady inside there. PERFECT!
Well well, anyways, I've been SO BUSY with the so-called "nice" job that now, I can FINALLY declare myself from leading the back-to-normal original human life because I've finally set my mind to quit working there! WOOHOO!! I felt so relaxed and happy now! I'm finally off from that burden. Earning only $100 in 2 weeks, who can tolerate this type of living? And I'm struck at this same position for weeks when my downline whom joined later than mi by 2 wks just got promoted, A HIGHER RANK THAN MI NOW! Who can stand this type of job?? Its not a hourly-paid job, neither is it a really fantastic job where you can relax while earning some money, and I mean at least a little money. NO!!! NOTHING AT ALL!!!! I've wanted to quit so many times, ever since from the start. What about all the money and car incentive? So what?? How much time and money u have cheated before you get all these? So what if you have lots and lots of money?? Does it mean you have to neglect everything else in your life except for this job? Is it worth it? Taking off the time to cheat other ppl's money just by using your mouth alone instead of using the quality time to do even MORE MEANINGFUL things with your beloved family and friends. I HATE IT! All about their stupid company rules!! I wasted so much time and money(5 times more than what I've earned) doing this kind of stupid job for 3 WEEKS!! WHAT A STUPID DUMBFOOL I AM!! I've learned my mistake. I shan't embarass the co. by naming it out. Life is like a rollercoaster. Sometimes you just need to make some stupid mistakes and wrong choices in your life until u regret it so that u won't forget forever in your life again. I have to "THANK" this company too now that I'm BROKE with less than $10 left. So pathetic that I hav to self-pity myself. So what about earning those kind of big bucks??? WHO CARES?!! At least I'm not anymore. Its more impt to like what you are doing and doing it happily rather than working against your conscience all the time. Thinking of some of the better ppl in my life that I've disappointed and made them sad when I looked up on them(because of this job), I really dunno what to do next to contact them again. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS JOB!! I might as well go work for those more stable jobs. They can work all they want, and go round cheating people all they want. I've been thru that and is so sick of doing it anymore.
I'm FREE RIGHT NOW!! YEAH YEAH!!! :D
At least I finally can go do what I want to, to exercise, to meet up with friends, work and earn money at the same time! :)
One piece of advice to all the ppl reading this now.
DO WHAT YOU WANT TO, NOT WHAT OTHERS ASK U TO.
LIVE A HAPPIER LIFE, U CAN CHOOSE TO OR NOT TO.
BLINDLY FOLLOWING OTHER'S FOOTSTEPS WILL ONLY LEAD U TO REGRET.
That's all I have to share with u today. Rmb this is YOUR LIFE!!
LIVE IT THE WAY U WANT IT TO BE! yeah! :]
'LiYing typed @ 10:02 PM♡.